This morning I worked on a new track. I was going deeper and deeper into music but suddenly I recognized that the sun mirrored on my monitor and the day has arrived finally. Soon it was time to return to my daylife and speak to all those business zombies. At the evening i have time to read again, exhausted and depressed again. Drinking whisky or some wine, hopefully forgetting all that shit that will happening today.
I realized that 3 hours in the morning isn’t enough anymore. I learn to play several string instruments and piano and are going step by step in music harmony. I write music. I update my websites, do promotion, get contacts. Just with the website stuff I can fill my worktime. Then GHUL PRODUCTIONS, which become true the last weeks. Cultes des Goules is going to become bigger. My other projects are time consuming.
And my life is exhausting – I guess, it’s time to get some help somewere and this isn’t really possible. I have talked to so much people, but it seems there are only less people in the scene who are serious. And these lads are involved in own, time consuming projects.